The Daily Prophet (or almost daily, dat is)

Saturday, April 29, 2006

i could get used to this...

it's so weird, jas n i had the same dream last nite.. so random, i nv had such a realistic dream like that before.. if only it was true.. *sigh* i so didnt wanna wake up...

Thursday, April 27, 2006

come on baby we ain't gonna live forever

havent blogged in quite a while.. im actually like, having problems coughing words out? haha

i mean, i noe wat i want to blog about, just that there's too much, all clogged up.. haha so let's do this chronologically, starting from mon.. hehe

Mon 24042006
saw my kindergarten best fren! cant believe i met her after like, 12 yrs!! been wanting to find out wat happened to her since we used to be so close n all.. anyway, didnt recognise her one bit, even though dat isnt surprising, considering how young we were when we last met... haha.. the only reason i knew she was her was by her name.. haha

oh yeah, bio draft was due today

Tues 25042006
had math test.. nothing more to be said about that.. haha

Wed 26042006
today wouldve been great, if only i didnt hav like, phy test n moral exam.. had like, THREE breaks!! haha i mean, how often do u get thatttt.. unfortunately, all of my breaks were taken up by studying.. how sad is that?! not like i had a choice anyway, i kindda left my phy n moral till last min.. couldnt study last weekend, was rushing to finish my bio draft.. haha n let's not forget samfest last fri too.. which meant that on sat, we were still in the party mood n all reluctant to get started on revision.. which is probably why i took up the whole of sat to finish my eng essay (which wasnt required to be handed up btw *bangs head on wall*)

Thurs 27042006
handed in physics draft today

goshhh havent felt this relaxed in a longgggggg timeeee... at least, for the past 2 weeks.. felt long enough though...

had only like, 2 hrs of sleep in total, including the really short nap i had in the bus n during eng (lalala) crazy i noe, i think in these 2 weeks, i slept about maximum 40 hrs? when i should be getting approx double the amount.. well, hey u cant blame me.. had chem n bio test last week, math n phy this week, not to mention lan exam n the 2 drafts due.. > < funny moment in phy lesson yesterday..

mr yap let us do our own work quietly, n since pei chuin n jas went to the library, it was only me n yuj in class

me: im bored laaaa... u noe, we should be doing smth productive wif our time instead of just sitting here chatting.. let's do math!

yuj: haha -.-' riteeee.... (btw, math is yuj's "fave" subject)

me: *hunts around for math textbook* (actually all i did was asked one classmate if she had it, n since she didnt, i gave up) oh well... i feel like sleeping la.. kay lah, sleeping's productive too... so im gonna sleep.. *prepares to sleep before i realised dat meant id be leaving yuj alone*

so i said,

eh yuj.. sleep with me lah!

HAHAHA! yuj was like, WTH!! HAHAHAHAHA

anyway there was this blood donation drive in col today, n i wanted to join.. there i was, all pumped up n excited to give my blood, which is O btw, so all the more reason i should donate it rite.. yeah one of the requirements was that i had to hav min 5 hrs of sleep but i didnt, not that i cared.. unfortunately, that wasnt wat stopped me from contributing.. i had a piercing just last dec, so the nurse said i hav to wait another 6 mths.. *sniff*

yeah then pc, dinesh, jas, yuj n i went to ou to catch she's the man! i hav to say, it's predictable n not as hilarious as i thought it'd be, but it's exactly my kind of show.. haha so i loved it anyway (: i gotta admit, amanda bynes looks cute as a guy.. haha jas was so funny, she didnt believe it was amanda bynes all along, cos she looked so much like a guy..

got back n napped for a little while.. woke up about 2200.. took a nice long shower, and for the first time in a long time, hopped into a pair of pyjamas.. was about to curl up in bed wif a great book, put on some music n just read till i fall asleep.. but then i got an sms from penny, asking me to come online.. n so i did.. haha penny arent u touched! i cancelled my nice nice evening to chat wif you.. haha.. it was fun chatting wif u anyway (:

Fri 27042006
unhhh feels great sleeping all the way till 1100! havent sleep for 8 hrs in the longest time.. actually, i woke up earlier, probably not used to sleeping for so long.. n then yeah, i went back to sleep..hehe

had some really weird dream yesterday.. i dreamt i got 2 out of 100 for chem ct2.. GOSH gave me such a heart attack!! i was sooo soo depressed.. havent failed so badly in my entire life before.. hahaha see la, the results of stress.. not only dat.. when i got back to sleep, i had yet another strange dream.. the funny thing was, no one i knew was involved in dat dream.. it went kindda like white chicks, except it was featuring two indian doods instead.. hilarious man.. haha oh well..

anyway gotta go.. gonna go shopping, then to penny's hse to get ready for ante!! so... adios ppl! this long entry's enough to make up for last week riteee (:

Sunday, April 16, 2006

im letting go

"Jesus Take The Wheel"
by Carrie Underwood

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It's been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
'Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
'Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

*sigh* this song is so beautiful.. haha i noe, wat u're thinking isa...

dont forget to remember me

this is sooooo worth blogging about.. so im gonna break my break? haha forget the pun.. it's lame anyway -.-

i mean, how often do you get an ironic night like mine? when do you get to hav ur ex-crush and ur current crush in the same room? n when i say ex-crush, it means a really recent ex... if it's like, a crush from yrs ago, it's nothing...

enough said.

u never noe who might be reading this blog, and ive already got enough experiences where the ppl who werent supposed to read certain posts read them..

Saturday, April 08, 2006

little by little

organic chocolates taste really really weird at first but r extremely yummy... not to mention addictive..

blehh as soon as i announced im going on a break, i find the most interesting website.. thanx kyle! hehe

it matches ur face wif celebrities' n it's soooo cool!! look! hehe

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woranuch wongsawan (67% match)

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jang nara (66% match)

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song he-kyo (64% match)

got a lot more so i decided to put top 3 of everything
hehe

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tata young (68% match)

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lucy liu (66% match)
ahaha the next one is hilarious...












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zayed khan (63% match)

ooh n this isnt the top 3 but hey, im proud too look even the tiniest bit like my fave author! hehe

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j.k. rowling (59% match)

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nicholas tse (61% match)

we-ell, he does look like a girl here.. haha nice hairstyle though, i might consider it the next time i go for a hair cut... haha

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ha ji-won (59% match)
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sammi cheng (54% match)
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sammi cheng again! (68% match)
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janie thiensophuwan (64% match)
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margaret cho (64% match) ?!?!
okay, the rest arent top 3 but i just put them up to prove my point.. hehe well, they did appear in the last AND first photo!
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choi ji-woo (63% match - last, 64% first)
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son ye-jin (63% match - last, 66% match - first)
ahhh ye-jin's one of my FAVE actresses!! im so so happy i er bear some resemblance to her.. hehe helenaaaaaaa hurry up watch the classic and a moment to remember! she starred in both the shows!
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yep, my aunt once said i look korean.. haha looks like she's quite right cos i realised quite a few of my matches are koreans.. (look up there) haha no, it's not cos im asian, kyle's matches r all kwai los.. haha go take a look at his too!! it's sooo cool, and if u decide to do it, let me noe cos i wanna see it too!! (:
kay im definitely going on my break now!!

freak like me

ahaha just stole this from penny's blog..

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

umm good manners yes, not so much of elegance though..

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

so true

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

not really

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

ahaha yes! all the more reason i should never get together wif mr s!! he's the most emo person i noe

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

haha guilty!

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

definitely

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

yeah of course.. i dun think id ever consider divorce..

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

hmmm dun really agree with the discarding part..



not from penny's blog

Your Animal Personality
Your Power Animal: Eagle
Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale
You are active, a challenger, and optimistic.Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.


ahaha im surprised it's not a cat... n i definitely didnt expect a whale... hahaha but the description fits so oh well...

okay, im officially taking a break from blogging cos im spending too much time on it n i cant afford to.. not at the moment at least... so this'll be my last entry for the next few weeks! unless smth comes up that i absolutely HAVE TO blog about.. hehe

so adios amigo! cya when i get back... (:

Thursday, April 06, 2006

some kind of miracle

im running out of lyrics to use as my blog titles..hmm..

anyway i JUST HAVE TO blog about this!! today, (im gonna write this down on my calendar) , 6th of April 2006, i beat ms wong yu jin at pool!!(n in 15 minutes!! wouldve been shorter if i wasnt on the phone earlier.. ) woohoo!! hahaha i never thought dat was possible, since yuj's like, the world's female champion at pool!! at least to me.. hahahaha.. then again, she happened to hav a bad day n i happened to hav a good day so it was really a fluke.. hahaha but it felt really satisfying anyway.. haha

yeah i guess this is how it felt like, to drink felix felicis.. i mean, obviously i didnt drink it but it felt like it anyway.. it's like, i had this really really good feeling dat the ball was going to go in so i didnt hesitate n voila! it went in.. this went on like 98% of the time throughout the game.. if only i could keep that feeling up my entire life.. im probabaly like, world's most hesitant person cos im always so self conscious dat i lose my confidence.. n when dat happens, i hesitate, which makes me tend to screw up.. blehhh

yikes! i just found out that my ISATs are like, next monday... im doomed!! all along i thought it's in aug, but cuz just informed me dat it is in fact in approximately THREE days' time!! im SOOO not prepared.. okay, confidence girl! uve got the thing in the bag!!

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

that thing you do

haha oops supposed to be studying for chem quiz tmr but i cant resist blogging bout this..

we had the most fun physics lesson today.. well, it's not just an ordinary lesson.. i dun think ill ever forget this in my entire life..

so mr yap started off the class by saying that he's not gonna teach today..since we're ahead of most classes, we can take some time off.. so instead of studying, we're going to do something really fun, listing down wat makes a good or bad teacher..

naturally, everyone was shy at first, just listing down more of the good side than the bad so it was quite imbalanced but reena, yuj n i managed to upset that cycle! hahaha...

yeah as expected, our classmates gave some really ridiculous answers such as um.. a good teacher must be a handsome one with a good sense of style.. or a bad teacher is one who's not married, too fat, too punctual, or give really low marks.. haha it was really amusing, we were laughing most of the time..

actually when he first mentioned what makes a good teacher, i wanted to shout out YOU! but someone said it first n nearly everyone clapped n cheered.. seriously, mr yap's one of my fave teachers.. he's really sporting n funny..

n when it got to my turn, i said a ham sap teacher is a bad one n everyone started laughing.. n mr yap being the hilarious guy he is, asked, "how to write ah?" n he went up to the table on the board n wrote "salty and wet" under the bad teacher column n we all just cracked up!! let me tell u, i nearly split my sides from all dat laughing.. i bet dat's one of the best laugh i ever had n i laugh A LOT..

oh for those of you who don't know, ham is salty and sap is wet in canto... hahaha get it now?

im serious, i had really ham sap teachers before n they spend more time flirting than teaching n it's really really irritating..

anyway, in the end, the bad teacher column got longer than the good one, no surprises there.. dat's not all, mr yap made us categorise the list into skills and attitude.. n most of the bad teacher characteristics is due to attitude rather than skills.. yeah, u guessed it! he wanted to teach us dat as students, our attitudes towards our work is more important than our skills so even though we may be straight A's student but we've got dat "couldnt care less" attitude, we're still terrible students..

so it wasnt a total waste of time you see.. we did learn smth really valuable during that lesson (:

kay, chem's calling again.. eep!

have a nice day

argh i hav no idea why, but everything seems to be pissing me off nowadays, be it some stupid remark made by dinesh or ashwin, or even the ringing of an annoying alarm clock.. in short, basically everything.. ive been snapping at ppl or retorting sarcastically or rolling my eyes so frequently, i feel like smacking myself too.. NO, im certain it's not pms.. so until we've successfully identified the cause of this umm short-temperness, hence the solution, sorry guys, u just have to put up with me... and even though i may be smiling, i could be seething inside so watch out for the warning signs (a.k.a eyes flashing dangerously or very strained voice).. i promise ill try to hold it in though..

Sunday, April 02, 2006

but id do it again to relive what we had

ahaha i dont know about dat.. firstly, i gotta say, the whole trip was a total nightmare.. but thinking back, it was really really fun n a great experience so i might just think about going for kinabalu after all.. after some training of course.. haha

okay, for those of u who dont know, a bunch of us (n this includes lin-dy, cuz n me) went on a hiking trip to gunung nuang yesterday, which i just found out is ONLY 1493m.. feels more like 1493 km



yeah so anyway, we got to taylor's at 0700 but we went around hunting for raincoats plus the car ride there was about an hr, so we only got there maybe about 0830? n we started our hike at around 0840.. forgot to stretch my legs before starting the climb so within the first 10 mins, my leg muscles were aching like crazy.. but i didnt want to get left behind so i forced myself to go on even though all i wanted to do was sit down.. plus i was wearing like, tennis shoes so the soles were quite slippery so i kept slipping n my ankles were like, strained...

wait let me get this straight first.. in sec 3&4, i was in drama club.. in sec 2, i was in comp club, in fm2 i was in interact n before dat, i was in geog club.. so u get the picture, im not a very sporty person.. the only sport i play is pool.. n the only exercise i normally hav is walking my dog.. ahahaha yeah, dat means my stamina sucks big time... hahah

back to the story, after about 1 1/2 - 2 hrs, we got to the first campsite n i was like, wheeee!! can rest but since lin-dy n i got there last, the others hav already rested so we had to move on ): okayyy, there's still the 2nd campsite which wasnt too far off.. maybe about an hr away? can tahan!!

so we got to the 2nd campsite n it was b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l! ive never seen a real waterfall before, i mean a natural one dat is n i was like going ga-ga for a few secs there.. haha yeah i noe, wat a jakun! n in less than 5 mins, we had to move on AGAIN..

by that time, my muscles were used to it so it wasnt too bad, i started feeling less tired amazingly.. so we walked n we walked n we walked.. till we reached this part where it started getting rocky n i had difficulty climbing up again cos it was steep AND slippery.. lin-dy, cuz n wen harn were really really nice, they waited for me.. wen harn's a really great guy, he was walking behind me n i was like, "ehhh, im really scared la, u'd better walk in front of me in case i slip, i dont want to make u fall too" n he replied, "it's okay, if u fall, we'll fall together".. so sweet rite! yeah so whenever i wanted to rest, he'll push me from behind to force me to continue n when we reached these 2 particularly unbelievably steep section (which i still cant believe i climbed it), he walked in front of me n offered his hand to help me up every 5 seconds or so.. n dat wasnt all, he found a stick n he gave it to me..

funny moment during the climb:
lin-dy: is there anyone selling drinks up there?
wen harn: of course not -.-
me: ahaha cant u bluff us to motivate us?! haha
cuz : okay, there are cute guys up there!!
me: oooh! is he up there too???
cuz : of course!! TWO of them!!
me: ahahaha yay!
cuz: although i can imagine wat two of him would be doing up there..

ahahaha im sure u can figure dat last part out for urself.. hahaha.. n if u cant, here's a hint: cuz is convinced he's gay.. haha

so finally finally after sooo sooo sooo long, we got to pacat camp, our third n last campsite before the peak! despite its name, there arent really leeches there.. i was ready to give up, to just sit there cos i was contented i made it this far but the when they told me it's just another 1 1/2 hrs more, i changed my mind...

oh n when we were up there, nicholas told us this really silly joke.. wat's the diff between a guy who fell from the 2nd storey n a guy who fell from the 20th storey? the guy from the 2nd storey would go "*piak* aaaaaaaaahhh!!!" whereas the guy from the 20th would go "aaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!! *piak*" hahahaha it's lame, but funny!! haha

so against my better judgement, we left 10 - 15 mins later for the final part of the journey up.. again, lin-dy, cuz n i were last, no surprises there since they've got me.. haha after much sweat n dirt, we made it to the first peak!! it wasnt easy, i tell u.. there was this part dat was so steep, i nearly fainted.. lin-dy n i estimated for it to be approx 60 - 80 degrees.. to make matters worse, it started raining around 1400, n half of both the soles of my shoes came off.. it was a miracle how I got up there, wat wif my lack of stamina n spoilt shoes.. i literally had to crawl on my hands n knees to get to the top..

but we didnt manage to make it to the 2nd peak cos of the following 10 cases:
1. i left my stick behind in campsite 3 so i had to turn back to retrieve it, which made us lag behind the rest
2. cuz was hungry so he stopped to eat
3. i had to stop to stick chewing gum on the base of my shoe to keep the sole n shoe together
4. lin-dy's mum smsed her
5. i had to stick chewing gum on the base of my shoe AGAIN
6. cuz was hungry again, n i was tired, n lin-dy was trying to call her mum so we stopped
7. cuz had leg cramp
8. i got tired again
9. it started raining again
10. lin-dy caught a cold due to the rain

so yup, due to the 10 cases above, we decided dat since we're so far behind, we'd never be able to make it in time.. we were like, 30 mins away n someone told us dat the rest'll turning back in 10 mins.. we figured there's no point in continuing so we stopped halfway between the 2 peaks to eat n rest to regain our energy..

the first part of going down was all right, we rested so we were ready to tackle it.. but after about an hr, my nightmare came to life, we got to this slippery area n i just couldnt go down because both the soles of my shoes came off.. can u imagine? the base of my shoes were like smooth.. plus i havent mentioned it before, i hav this phobia for falling down (if there's such a phobia) cos when i was young, i always slip n fall n somehow knock my head in the process.. so i hav this fear dat whenever the ground's slippery, id fall n knock my head.. so i slid down most of the way or climbed slowly down but both processes were so long dat before long, we were lagging again.. so lin-dy tried to convince me to walk down but i was so scared, she had to hold my hand the whole time so dat i wont fall.. yeah i noe im such a baby but we all hav our own fears rite?

to make matters worse, it started pouring again n this time, i really really couldnt risk walking down so it was back to sliding.. it was gross, the muddy water went down my neck n into my pants but i didnt care cos all i wanted to do was get back to the others.. after a while, lin-dy got me back on my feet again but all the sliding n climbing made me dizzy n i had this headache.. luckily we had this kind gentleman who accompanied us to make sure dat we dont get lost n he even helped me carry my bag..

after 3 - 4 hrs, we FINALLY got to the 3rd campsite but by then the others hav gone down.. luckily mr yap was there, he helped me down to the 2nd campsite.. i had to cling on to his bag to make sure i dun slip n it took a really really long time plus i kept falling down n pulling him wif me, i felt soo baddddd... at 1800, lin-dy asked mr yap how long more it'll take for us to get to the bottom n when he said another 3 hrs, i nearly fainted..

it got dark rapidly n i felt terrible for holding the rest back, we were supposed to reach the car park around 2030 maybe.. i was cold, exhausted n ive never felt more miserable in my whole life before n right then, i wanted to burst into tears.. trust me, i dun cry easily so it showed how scared i really was.. i wont deny that there were times i even considered just staying there n refusing to get down at all.. but then i realised how ridiculous dat was, i couldnt let the rest down, not after already making them wait ages for me... sorry! in my defense, i wasnt thinking rationally at that time due to fear.. so when i got my senses back, i gritted my teeth n made up my mind to overcome my fears..

the rest of the way went the same, sliding, crawling down n clinging to mr yap's bag.. by the time we got to the 2nd campsite, my arms were so weak, i could barely hold on to his bag any longer.. luckily campsite 2 wasnt too far from campsite 1... when we got to campsite 2, i was handed over to mr munin, who brought me safely back to the dam where cuz n the rest were.. haha n i made mr munin fall down once too -.-

boy, was i glad to see the others.. thank goodness cuz had enough sense to bring an extra pair of slippers so i gladly took off my sole-less shoes in exchange for the slippers.. the soles of slippers didnt hav dat much grip either but it was still better than my shoes..

n from there, cousin held my hand n led me all the way back to campsite 1 where we rested for a few minutes before making our way down again.. cuz is the sweetest, he held my hand all the way back because even though it wasnt dat slippery, i was still quite scared..

but towards the last part of our journey, the route got slippery again.. i kept sliding n clinging on to him n we fell down a couple of times but he didnt even complain, not once.. n then we had another problem, the batteries of our torches were dying n the lights got quite dim, the rest could barely make out the way.. luckily for us, cuz n i seemed to hav inherited cats' genes n were able to see in the dark without much difficulty.. although it got quite tiring after a while, wat wif all the straining.. yes, we had to strain our eyes too even though we could see better in the dark than anyone else.. plus everytime someone's torch flashes at our path, our eyes hav to get used to the dark all over again n this takes some time..

n at 2300, we saw car's headlights!! we were so joyful, it was like oasis in a desert.. it was a wonder i didnt kiss the ground in delight.. nothing could describe our feelings just then.. n when mr yap passed us mango drinks (i dun like mango drinks btw) i grabbed it n gulped it down n i was like, mango never tasted better..

yup, so thanx to me, our supposedly 12-hr trip turned into a 15-hr one.. gomenasai everyone!! even if i apologised a zillion times, id still feel bad about it.. so as a way to say sorry n thanx, i guess ill write the report so we'll all appear in taylor's newsletter, yes? (:

as for me, id really hav to say (i noe it's such a cliche) it was truly an unforgettable experience.. normally for me, i wouldnt even dare to touch the bottom of leaves in case there r like caterpillars crawling beneath them, but yesterday, i had no choice but to overcome dat fear by grabbing on to roots n stems of plants to support myself n even holding on to moss-covered rocks (trust me, i even hate to go near moss in swimming pools).. besides that, i even got my very first leech bite (haha.. i noe it's NOT a great thing), i got to see my very first natural waterfall n i took my very first sip of stream water.. haha although i refused to drink it at first, i was too desperate n it tasted just like normal water n i didnt get any stomachache... oh n i saw luminous mushrooms for the first time ever too!! they were so pretty, like tiny blue stars on the ground.. haha anyway, id sum it up by saying that it was a test of strength, endurance n faith, at least to me it felt that way..

n im gonna start jogging more often now!! dat is, if i want to conquer gunung kinabalu which is twice as high or gunung tahan which is twice as hard.. n this time round, i refuse to be last or become a burden to anyone.. haha


P.S. n special thanx to wen harn, lin-dy n cousin for everything u guys did for me.. maybe it wasnt much to you, but it meant everything to me cos if it werent for u guys, i wouldnt hav made it.. (:(:

n also thanx to a very very special person.. when my stamina died on me long ago, You were the only one who kept me going.. so THANK YOU GOD! so even though im a free thinker, i believe that i wouldnt have made it through if it wasnt for You.
You are magnificent eternally
Glorious, wonderful, Jesus
Nothing ever will compare
To You, Jesus

shall post up pics later when i get it from the rest..